Okay, here we go ~ some history

Tried to blog about the kids ... not so great on keeping up on it, hoping this will be different. I think this may be fun. Long story short: Ron's dad bought a home and offered us to take over payments on his current house. Ron wasn't really all for it but then I may have convinced him that we should do it. I really didn't think about it. I made a life altering decision right there. Am I am happy about the decision? Honestly, not really. I don't know what I was thinking. I guess I was thinking that this was our way out of rental hell. I've never owned a house. So finally at the age of 38 I will be a home owner. I can't express what I am feeling to Ron. He doesn't understand. The house is nice. But honestly the neighborhood is not so much. I think this house is the nicest on the block. I keep thinking in the back of my head .. someday I will come back "home" and build the house I have always dreamt about. I'm sorry I am doing this to my kids. I feel awful. I don't let them know, I am trying to stay positive for them. They shouldn't have to change schools :( I love, love the area I am in. Oh well it's done right? So that is the last I will talk about it. I am now going to remain optimistic and look at the good things. Baby is screaming ... so I will update tomorrow w/ before pictures!